Commuting in swedish autumn

Every year in Sweden autumn comes and results in the trees changing colour and then shedding their leaves... So one would think that in a company founded 1856 they would by now have learnt the fact that the leaves will indeed each year hit the tracks. The case is however that each year this phenomenon manages to catch the train company (SJ) by surprise and there are delays in their timetables due to leaves on the rails... idiotic!!!

Apart from this small point of frustration I have had a good start to the week. The first two days have been productive and life in general is pleasant :D Blessings!

Frustration...

I left my cellphone charger at home... not intentionally... but still... my phone being the age it is survived one day and now its dead... and I will get to a charger tonight... frustration...

Preparations

Tonight the flat is full of paper spread out trying to read up on stuff, getting ready for the working game tomorrow. Packing my bags so that I am ready when the alarm goes of tomorrow to jump out of bed and get going!

Life is an interesting adventure, wouldn't you agree? It's amazing in the sense that every day brings along stuff you truly cherish. At the same time it is so easy to go into a mode of just getting through the days and not observing the extraordinary things in the small ordinary occurrences.

Such as:

• A child's gurgling laughter on the train, when commuting.
• Smiling at a stranger and getting a smile back.
• Sunshine when its not expected.
• An unexpected phone call from an old friend.
• A hug on a rainy day
• Enjoying the autumn leaves and the splendour of nature when on a walk.
• A deep conversation with someone you trust
• A dog in your lap

All of the above are everyday moments, that so easily pass us by without notice! But if we stop, enjoy them just a little, it will bring some extra smiles this week I am sure ;)

Blessings

Common sense... or not!

Sometimes stuff makes sense and suck at the same time...

My concious agrees and my heart disagrees, kinda sucks in total and feels like the right thing as well... hm... what to do... Not that I have much choice in the matter... One of those things where I have to respect the other person... as said... it sucks!

Time to shake the ass

Sometimes life offers opportunities to escape reality a little bit or maybe a better terminology is opportunity to shed some energy :P

Tonight is a night like that... I am meeting up with a good friend and we are hitting the dancefloors of the town to shake some ass... I pitty the man that tries to pull us tonight... ;) Just because I am on the dancefloor does not invite to touch, such moves result in a black eye for the bloke :P

Just wish to remind you all to enjoy the extra small moments of life! They are all over the place each day, the challenge is to find them and enjoy them a little extra, remembering that they will never come around again!

Just thoughts

I'm on my back in the sofa with a laptop in my lap :) My two cousins have gone for a walk attempting to get the one kid to sleep, while possibly picking up the other from daycare on their way back. Different lives from mine altogether :P

However days like these are rare and special, time to just chill, to be with people I love and who love me. Not for something I deliver or produce, but simply because I am me... It's a good feeling!

My mind starts wandering of into places I'm not sure is healthy; will I ever be in a house, with a husband and kids? not sure... do I want to be..? I think I do... The thought of sharing my life with someone is appealing. It brings a longing that I wasn't sure I previously possessed. Question is where it leaves me? As far as I'm concerned you don't just walk on to the street and shop for a man to parttake in your life?

Ok - so my life is kinda a mess... haha... I'll be the first to admit to that... I have somewhere to stay for another week... then, who knows. I am in a city I want to be in, just need to figure out how that is going to happen. I have a job 3 hours away, will be commuting a few days per week. My friends are scattered all over the place, thanks to the fact that I have been scattered all over the place! Now that I just want to settle down, be somewhere, impact lives a little more than the honeymoon period of a relationship I find myself on the verge of being lost. Even hesitating on the simple question if I have it in me? Whether I do or don't it isn't exactly lined up to meet a man, maybe I've stumbled onto him already, but I'm not sure he thinks so... Till later skater!

Now it is time to prepair for the return of the children :) I shall be the fun aunty who plays and makes them laugh :P Then convince myself that I'm not missing out cause I don't have my own...

Back to reality?

Sometimes you wake up and realize that life is no more or less than just life! Know the feeling?

Every day is full of emotions, questions, decisions and moments... All of which you either cherish or just let go.

The last 10 days have contained a little bit of everything! Haha - ok, that wasn't exactly specific, but I've had moments where I've laughed till I cried. I've been out in the forest on horseback and yelled my lungs out. I've been warm and cuddly, also cold and freezing! I've been exited and extatic but also sad and a little down.

On the whole I would say that I have had a good 10 days :) Sorry for keeping quite on the blog, will be better and let you know whats happening :)

Blessings